Two steps forward
One step back
Can’t you see I still love you?
But there’s so much you lack
The willingness to listen and try to repair
The love we once thought was so strong
My feelings, my wants, my needs
Were they meaningless to you all along?
I wait everyday for a gesture from you
I make up scenarios I know are untrue
I sit and I ponder about what you may feel
I wish that one day you’ll wake up and reveal
That this was all just a plan
For a bigger surprise
One so magnificent
I’d have to rub my eyes
In awe, in amazement, in utter shock
But instead here I sit, looking at my clock
The time that is ticking
While I sit here and wait
The sound of the seconds
On the edge of driving me insane
My skin is itching, so much so it stings
What I’d kill for just to hear my phone ring
I know you don’t get it
You won’t ever comprehend
The actions I want from you
To make this broken heart mend.
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Forget it.