I refuse to give my efforts

To be hardly appreciated by him

If he really cared, he’d be there

Truly, through thick & thin

I wouldn’t have to question

If feelings were really true

Because no matter the obstacle

I should’ve been able to count on you

…but I can’t, I won’t

Leave myself that open

You can hardly care for yourself

I’m done waiting here and hoping

That one day you’ll grow up, a man

My faith has died in your hands

Thank you for the lessons

I’ll take them to my grave

Whether it’s my high expectations

I know still that I am brave

There is no other person I’m trying to save

Right now…

Besides me.

& with that, I will leave.